I think I know what happened because it's pretty common around here.
I SAID/WROTE something about singleness. I said it is good or I love it or more people should consider it or it's amazing for my relationship with God.
But YOU HEARD/READ I hate marriage or I hate men or I think everyone should stay single or some other terrible thing.
So let's get this out here for the record, and for me to link toward for future misunderstandings.
I DON'T HATE MARRIAGE
Marriage was God's idea and I am super into God. If it's His idea, then I don't hate it. All of my closest friends are married and they have great marriages - marriages I would do anything to support. Not wanting something is not the same as thinking it is bad.
For example, I visited a pool the other day with my son. I did not feel like swimming, so I did not swim. He swam, I didn't, and it was good. See? Not wanting something is not the same as thinking it is bad.
I DON'T HATE MEN
Quite the opposite actually. I love men. (Also, I am attracted to men - because some of you were wondering.) And as much as I love and cherish my female friendships, I prefer the company and conversation of men, generally speaking.
I know and care about many great men. I just don't want to be married to one.
I HAVE NOT SWORN OFF MARRIAGE
I prefer singleness right now. The benefits are not something with which I'm willing to part. But I won't speak for 40 year old me, or 50 year old me - how rude and presumptuous! Plus, who knows what God has planned, and I certainly won't speak for him.
Glad we got this cleared up.
If you have questions, please don't hesitate to send a message or comment. I want to hear All. Of. The. Thoughts. on this topic because I am compiling my scribbles on singleness into a fun little book. Your engagement is fodder for my scribbles, so I appreciate every comment (even, and maybe ESPECIALLY the negative ones.)
*This is an old picture. It's from just before I took a year to be intentionally single. I've made some crap decisions in this life, but I look at this picture and I want to give this girl a slow clap because she's about to wise up and let God make the decisions. She's about to do something a little differently. People are going to misunderstand her and think she's nuts and wonder what is wrong with her, but she's going to smile and lean into God and love this life He's leading. I love her.*